I'm correcting my first at home MCAT right now and my mind just can't understand this stupid MCAT language. Yes, I speak English, and I have done research and thus have read many a research journals, but the jargon of the MCAT has no soul. It is literally like "reading words" and these words have no images to help your mind maneuver through their density. the wording is mathematical in structure and I am having a difficult time getting into it. I accepted the challenge of conquering this exam, but ugh, it really sucks! I never like to be negative, and maybe I am just at that poor point, but I hate hate hate how I feel and I need to find a way to concentrate on the stupid MCAT. Maybe if I say, "stupid MCAT," enough the test will magically become easier. Is that logical? No. But I feel dumb right now and I know that I'm not. I kicked ass in undergrad, ...well, enough of it, but I still feel incapable on this thing. Bah-humbug. FML for now.... : (
